i may not be a BASShole like chuck nor the QUEEN B like blair but hey...i can still say that in every changed person remains a dark side that is just waiting to burst out again not because its who i am but because i am forced to.
i have been patiently been working shit out on my life right now but every single little thing, the fucking cursed "J" is ruining everything that i have worked for.
what chuck and blair said about the room was true.
IT IS OUR SANCTUARY.
blair's also right about the "frustrated or satisfied" part because i am BOTH. satisfied that somehow, im trying to change and somehow frustrated that HE doesn't see that. But yeah, it's not like i can change him either so fuck that thought. its not going to work anyway so its no fucking use.
so for CHUCK and BLAIR, i know I'm not suppose to say sorry but yeah, sorry that i brought LIL "J" to serve as our big elephant in the house. i know that you guys understand me better than anyone PLUS Christina of course!
so yeah, i'll try to write here as much as i can even if I'm in San Diego.
so just here for now.
love you bitches!
= S =
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