I dont actually enjoy being treated as a slut or someone a guy would call just to see my cock. Indeed, I resent it. I long for that real intimate feeling of love and care and sex is something that comes as an extra. However, it seems that David is far from what I need like a galaxy away.
I know I should stay positive and be happy for Chuck and may be even a sunshine to Serena, but I feel too negative to shine. I try to be nuetral to Chuck but I hit my limit. Afterall, I'm not about to sugarcoat my feeling to anyone.
I just dont need to hear that "you are a nice guy, you'll find someone" or "it will comes to you, dont worry, you're still young" and the worst of all, "I'm sorry"
There's too many sorry for my sorry-ass life already, I dont need to hear more.
I'm sorry to act like a big bitch. And I'm not even sure if I can still pull myself to stay positive around u guys..
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