I felt anxious all day thanks to a mocha drink I had earlier in the day. I've heard that coffee can detoxicate your body system and decide to try it a little. Anyway, things are great.
I met Samuel and Hoon up for lunch and was happy to see that Samuel wore my coat I bought for him from Urbanoutfitters last winter. I was right about what should look good on him. The coat is grey double-layered buttons with a bright purple filling inside. I actually wanted it for myself too! It cost me around $60...
Chuck seems to be having a great dinner today with his soon-to-be-lover, and I'm happy for him. And I mean that!
Lately I've been looking at myself in a mirror and feel like I'm as thin to a bone. I don't know how much more should satisfy me, but so far, it doesn't I still have an extra love handle which could be an extra skin not fat. I'll just keep going untill my return to California.
Chuck told me that I seem to be depressed oftenly these past few weeks. Am I?
He also ask me before hand if something is going on today with David because he is also meeting with cousine (and does not want me to be bitchy about having the same day issue again!) It will supposely be on a same day because David is free today and him and I used to plan to do things together on wednesday. But I guess it will not happen because it's 8 already here. Chuck told me to give him a call, I was tempt. Although, everytime I call him, I feel like making a mockary out of my feeling to David. It feels like I'm fighting in a court knowing I'll never win. I guess I am not so happy these days, afterall.
Wednesday, October 22
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